I'm sorry for losing you

I loved you, but now it hurts,

Hurts too much I cannot breathe.

All these years I begged for one

To bring you back for one day at least.

So you did. You're here now,

But not for me. That all is gone.

We couldn't hold it. We gave up.

I don't feel us anymore, it's just gone.

Where were you when I was there alone?

Why did you let pain take my soul?

Why were not you here in time? Now it's late. Sorry.

But I couldn't bear waiting for you one more night.

You have changed. For better, worse?

No, you're still amazing person,

Just not mine, not anymore

I've lost you some years before.

It is sad, we were so close.

It was a lie, it didn't work.

We lost connection, I feel anything no more,

But I truly hope I'm wrong.

Tell me how and when it could've happened?

Why were we so close at once.

Why we couldn't save it?

We are dying, there are no more us.

God, I'm scared. Now it's just you and I.

You were my soul, but all is gone,

I don't feel you, it freaks me out.

I don't have you anymore…

You were the best person in my life, that's true,

But I start to forget the color of your eyes,

And I'm sorry for losing you.